“Our very life depends on continuous acts of beginning. But these beginnings are out of our hands; they decide themselves.
Beginning precedes us, creates us. There is nothing to fear in the act of beginning.
More often than not it knows the journey ahead better than we ever could."
John O’Donohue


8 March 2022

Pruning in Midwinter 

The way you care for a crepe myrtle
is to sever its arms at the elbows 
in February just as the hellebores rouse
and leave it standing
naked and mute and helpless
in the vast, frigid absence
of any sign of life. 

Like you, I am weary of the savagery 
of spiritual metaphors, 
much as I am weary
of the savagery of men. 
To call it 'pruning' is a cruel joke, 
but there is a subculture in nature
that flourishes through dismemberment. 

As a child, I hardly noticed 
the barkless, armless sentinels
lining the parkway medians, 
until they transfigured in late spring
into trees so heavy-laden 
with leaf and bloom
that they wept flowers
in even a faint breeze. 

The white ones were my favorite. 
When I should have been helping 
my grandmother load groceries in the car, 
I would stand on the curb, 
stretching to the nearest compliant branch
and shake the panicles loose, 
until I was englobed 
in a balmy June snowstorm
in the Kroger parking lot, 
transported for a moment
from a world that scans the landscape of winter
and sees only death.