“Our very life depends on continuous acts of beginning. But these beginnings are out of our hands; they decide themselves.
Beginning precedes us, creates us. There is nothing to fear in the act of beginning.
More often than not it knows the journey ahead better than we ever could."
John O’Donohue


19 December 2013: Elsewhere


Levitation, after Annie Dillard

उदानजयाअत् जलपण्खकण्टकादिष्वसङ्गोऽत्क्रान्तिश्च
udāna-jayāat jala-paṇkha-kaṇṭakādiṣv-asaṅgo-'tkrāntiśca
Gaining mastery over upward flowing energy severs contact 
with mud, water, thorns and the like; whereupon the yogi levitates.
~The Yoga Sutras of Patanjali  

I was remembering the way,
each night,
you used to carefully brush off
the soles of your feet
before stretching your soft legs
into the bedsheets.

At the time, I thought it a compulsion.

Later I saw it as an act of love
for your precious skin,
protection from those stowaway shards
of the broken world.

Then I saw that as exceptionalism,
and decided to dislike the gesture.

It is well known
that there are three ways
to levitate:
to die,
to trip,
and to love oneself
more than the earth.

I find I am opposed to all three.

It is less well known
that we levitate in embrace—
bodies, mud, thorns, and all—
as tenderness holds back fingers of flame.